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last updated on: 18/01 08:49PM

18/01 08:49PM
What the hell am I doing here?

Regarding marriage, I'm always pessimistic about it. As a philosopher once claimed, marriage is probably one of the worst inventions in human history, let alone monogyny. It’s so intuitional and irresistible to have a crush on and fall in love with someone, either at first sight or over a long time. Nevertheless, to walk down the aisle, take the vow and start a family together is a whole different story.emu boots Life is essentially a journey of solitude after all. We were born like this and are bound to decease in the same way. Like the alleged “lunatic” in Revolutionary Road puts it, in the end, all marriages are hopeless emptiness, except that most people only realize the emptiness part, but seldom the hopelessness. “After many a summer dies the swan.” It’s just as simple as that.

 

As for career and life, it is overwhelmingly helpless if you take a deep breath and really think about it. The daily routine, the quotidian life is repeated over and over again. Stuck in this well-paid but dead-end job, I’m really sick and tired of all the meaningless trivial tasks that I have to fulfill everyday and just mentally exhausted. As Frank in Revolutionary Road once described, when he was a child, what he despised most was to be a Knox man for 30 years like his dad whose name was not even remembered by the president of Knox Corp. Unfortunately, he winds up precisely like his dad,UGG MEN following his footsteps of being a Knox man, again. Despite abhorrence towards the job, he had to do it everyday and became a purposeless cog in the gigantic, merciless system in order to put food on table and provide for his family.


17/01 08:54PM
Office life
This afternoon, I answered an call form one manager of our company, he was T. He asked me to find another manager D and ask him a number of a file, and he asked me that if the manager D didn't in her office,discount emu shoes  I could opened his drawer and look for that file.
I hanged up this call and went to that manager's office, he didn't in. I thinked it's a immoral thing to look people's drawer without the people's promise. So I called for the manager D but there was no answer, I tried three times and the same ending. I don't know how to call back the manager T, I was afraid he would be angry with me.
My colleagues adviced me to ignore the manager T, but I can't, I just a new staff in here. They all feeled this is a inappreciable thing and I was too nervous. They were not me, they can't understand my mood.
After some minutes, Knit Bootsthe manager T called my phone and my colleague answered it recept with me. My colleague asked me couldn't find that flie.
This thing ended, but I think the manager T must  unsatisfy with me.
God bless me.

15/01 01:08AM
27th of Dec
My computer, who is eight years now, has finally broken down today.
 
    "Why can't it just stand for another month? Why can't it let me use it until the end of the exams?"emu boots sale  My first thoughts.
 
    So, like many times ago, I opened the computer case myself and tried to fix it on my own. However, facing so many components, I was lost. It is old and it's beyond my ability now. In the past, just some clearning could solve the problems, but, clearning works no more at this moment.
 
    Sitting in front of the case, then I recall that me, about five or six years ago, had once promised myself I should find a boyfriend who majored in computer.cheap emu shoes  Then everytime I had problems with my computer, there were ways out. However, as time went by, I became to realize that the only way out was to learn how to fix the computer myself.

13/01 02:10AM
is this good or not??
Recently I have added some person QQ as my friend and one english group also,
but I am confused now,cheap mbt shoes I don't know whether it is good for me or not?
Yes,I am not alone but became so busy now,once friend say sth the QQ icon will be flicker frequently,I found I don't have attention on my work,don't have time to do other things or have quiet mind to think something any more,,,,,,,,
 
However,before I was so eager to chat and make friends with everybody,emu boots sale  I don't know why while I have had these,I am still not happy for everyday life,I would like to make improvement on the english level,everyday to chat on the QQ,I thought it is a little progress,which is not I want,and how do you think about these? emu boots do you think it is good for improvement?I would like to know your thoughts,thanks.

28/12 01:19AM
a embrace to YAoming
Apart from his diligent,the most admirable merit is his attitude towards life.no matter for other people or  for himself.
After the 2008 Olympics ,emu boots the CCTV once released a documentary by the name of"A Group of Man Are Fighting",retrospecting the journey the China baketball team had made.When asked about the "condemn thing",Yao's respond is impressive enough for me to remember for my whole life :if that issue had ever hurt anyone ,I want to apologize but I am not regret.Because I was 24 yeras old then ,I can only do what 24s will do ,make mistakes what 24s will make.I don't know if that words have touched anyone,cheap mbt shoes but I know it will make a big ripple in the hearts who devote their love to basketball.
Yao is a perfectionist ,typical  Virgo horoscope perfectionist .
If not,he would never make his relentless efforts to become a core playerin the platform of NBA.And also it is just becuase of his perfect persistance,emu Australia boots that Yao will no longer keep staying in the court but stagger outside the world he loves.Even though he can comeback by another surgery ,he has already lost the initial happiness and sense of achievement.(to be continued)

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